I can thank my best guy friend for making my night so much more confusing and upsetting and complicated than it already was. Don’t know what to think. I hope this doesn’t change our friendship because I value it way too much.
You’re all I think about and I just wanna talk to you all the time. This is how I know I’m starting to develop feelings for you. I’m starting to get attached and clingy. I don’t want that. I’m going to have to push you away.
im not only overwelmed with the fact that i have been working so much and now that i have a second job as a sunday school teacher its making me super nervous to be teaching the little munchkins. and babysitting all the time. and i still dont have enough money to support myself. so much at me at once and i cant even take a break for spring break this coming up week. ugh
So I have been talking to this guy and he has a 6 year old son. And I have tried to keep myself out of his life but his dad keeps on insisting that it’s ok for me to be in his life and he just put him on the phone to talk to me and he told me it’s ok for me to come over and hang out with his daddy and he was just so presh I can’t stop smiling. Not really sure what I’m getting myself into but I hope it’s not going to backfire on me.